WaitingI spend a lot of time waiting.Waiting by Streamwolf8
Watching the clock.
Watching my email inbox.
Watching the door.
Waiting for something to start, end, arrive.
I don't watch the phone, though...
I'm just not a phone person.
Never pick it up unless I have to.
I'm not even sure what I'm waiting for.
Waiting for recognition?
Waiting for a fun surprise?
Waiting for proof that I'm wanted?
I wait for it like I need it just to live.
Maybe not quite that badly...
I wait like I'll be lost without them.
Which, honestly, I would be.
But after a while, this waiting...
It gets very dull and boring.
It gets depressing, yes.
It gets disappointing, too.
'Cause I'm waiting for what won't come.
Its a habit I really should break.
My imagination just gets ahead of me.
I'm waiting for fantasies.
So now the question comes...
Do I stop waiting?
Do I simply give up?
Do I let my dreams go?
Sad thoughts, but really rather logical.
'Cause I'm starting to wonder:
While I'm waiting to hear from you,
Do you even care that I am?